Now I sit at home and kick my feet at nothing eat a quarter pound of chocolate in one sitting. Something like that. And my hands are sticky and brown. I've never been so disgusted. My glasses slip more than usual and my socks smell worse and I had a chance to see you. Wasn't strong to make it. and I don't think I can take it but I do and thats disgusting. I think I will give up now. I am totally disgusted by my speckled-blue pig legs that try to imitate a deer. something like that. I have no hope for you all the ones i had are falling. and the world has kicked me down. and I have things to do. and they do not involve you, and I know that you do too. and I have not hit the ground yet. But I am feeling pain. |